Stories About me, my girlfriend and her friend

  Stories About me, my girlfriend and her friend

Due to lecture activities that are not too busy, lazy long to join the organization on campus. So .. every afternoon to go home from college, directly deh play to a friend, rather than at home itself make bete, quiet (watch tv show is also no crowd). Long had often hang out there the three, deh so on the singles again hehehehe. Starting my fad (foolish little) scolded my neighbor's friend. reprimand called his name but did not look back, in the suit..suit while siul instead of the neighbors of my friends who follow, make curious long - long. But because I'm a person easily broken spirit and already so expensive selling, finally I moved the place with my friend in front of the grand mosque kemayoran who knows there is a girl who want to know there..

Two weeks, three weeks hanging out in front of the grand mosque long ago, many people who pass in front of the grand mosque in courtship, the average on the trailer, never long to hang out there. the edges must be home. not because of syrup or less handsome, because it has not been given the same opportunity above to be female friends. Finally I lessin hanging out, forced every afternoon to go to college to sleep. if you do not sleep help parents wash, wash dishes and rub. because the habit of ngebantuin home work, finally everything I hold. no more time for hanging out, until - until my friends play home to hang out the night fit again wash. Inevitably, my friend helped me wash it out just hanging out. Still as usual just the three aja and just be able to see people on passing by pairs ride pairs - motorcycle. bored there moved to the bajaj racetrack. After that home, sleep in the place friends, because going home must have locked his pager.

sleeping in a friend's place, already like at home. sleeping in the upper room, wake up at noon, at the table already in the black + coffee + offered to eat. really good friend or friend like that. When I came home at home, my friends were riding motorbikes suddenly tuh girl that yesterday I was warped through, well do not want me to reprimand. turns out to smile and say "What, how come here again". I told you, yesterday was busy again a lot of work.

The wind of heaven has begun Blowing inside me, surely I will not be in vain. I immediately asked him no phone and every day I would die. I never think how much it cost to phone to phone from home, just in my mind I want to call the phone to continue (firstly, it's the first time there is a girl who want deket, bleed continuously ble do not until lost). pay home phone would not want to jump drastically, so up because I often tel to hp phone at home rarely used to make tel, most just accept telp aja. Bonyok sulk continued, not long ago I bought mobile phones and pulses every week, let me not use home phone.

Close and getting closer to me, even though I never walk with him. Which certainly can be spelled out really close, although only frequent phone calls.

At night I went back to hang out at my friend's house, ordinary girl pass me by the front, I just just stubborn stale. Actually I want to meet but I'm embarrassed and cold sweat if you see him smile and talk. Although I was brave in and pushed with my friends to meet him, still can not step foot feels heavy and stiff. Home from there I just call him. on the phone he said that girl want to know me with her friend, I think: "why I want to know with his friends, my people like him, even I want to know him with his friends". Yes I already wrote what he wants. The next day I was known as his friend, well pretty cute girl, and white but his smile I see not as beautiful as his smile. not long his friend started to call to me often, and invited my way. You could say his friend had a crush on me. which is still on my mind: "how come this way, my guy has a crush on die is not his friend, I'm a big mistake". Okay I run first wrote with his friend, even though I had a crush on him..

Because I used to be noticed, I finally really like the same friends. I did not invite her friends for a long time. Every where - where I must be with him (his friend), although again hanging out with my friend, there must be him. Sometimes I deliberately did not say hanging out, know - know she come to my friend's house. out hanging out at my friend's house must always w take her home. sometimes I am proud of my attention as I beat my parents, but sometimes I am not feeling good with my friend, not free like he used to when hanging out there must be him. Sometimes If he does not come when I hang out at my friend's house, he must hold my cell phone. I was sent back to the house should not be long - long hanging out.

You could say he was dating the same time, my relationship with my girlfriend is good - well wrote. Arrived one time my parents told me to work, sempet I confused and think why I was told to work, my college is not finished already so the workplace can dibiang far from home alias I was told to stay at home my grandmother while gawe. Inevitably I was forced to tell my girlfriend, if I was in my parents cooperate cooperation. At first my girl just kept quiet I noticed, but over time she cried.

Bersambung ya..!!!!

Source : Pangeran (jilid 1)

human being half-finished

human being half-finished

I probably was a human being half finished. Why is it that I have not become fully human until today? Where I still can not control your emotions, ego, feeling, thinking precisely and only friends with my own thoughts. I pretended to be autistic world before undergoing life according to his own desires and imagination.

Revel in the head, playing the life and psychology of thought as to visualize and create the world that there is a spin on my imagination. A different dimension that runs parallel of the real world that only I know the story. I was the creator and I was running, thinking there is every opportunity in every decision.

Too often I play with a mind of its own imagination. Leads the real world collides with the world of his own. I began to frequent my life to apply the imaginary world to the real world. I began to frequent occurrences believed would happen as opportunities always I think in the image. Maybe for logic, it is the main food, because it makes me think logically and sharp reasoning about the situation and how the lifestyle that goes. I can understand how people can think and act in accordance causal coming from outside himself, how the concept of causal influence the processes 'occurrence' of an event, and the like.

But, for a mind that is undermined by the logic, constantly making the world that is supposed to make me feel comfortable to keep themselves become torturers for my psychic. I began to realize the creation of an imaginary world of life itself is just the thing merely a dream. Although I've said this concept of no use, as a reference implementation of the action to begin real life and understand the situation that is happening, but what does it mean to have fun themselves in the real world, where all the people live, and they have thoughts and his own imagination ..?

That's all that make me indecisive and hesitant. So I got a fillip from the outside, I always thought about it. Why is that? What is the reason? How do I form one of them? What did I like it, or because I am not able to show how I actually because too often live in their own minds?

In short, I always felt every time they talk about a trait, things, or someone. I felt I was talking about them. In the heart begins to grow seeds of hate, anger, that crystallizes into a solid idea called 'Skepticism'. Arises a sense of want to get away from real life and return to live alone in mind. But until when?

That is why, I began to imagine that in my head, there are two minds or personalities. I am formed by nature as a reflection of who has lived my mortal life, where skeptical, suspicious and arrogant is my personality and I feel lonely as the real life in the real world for too long abandoned by my retreat in the imagination.

This could be analogous to be a simple concept, where my skepticism and arrogant logic, and I was lonely mind .. !!!

Source : Teman Sejati : manusia setengah jadi (Kamp. Irian 3)

gossip mother

gossip mother

Never angry or amused do not look in the mothers (Ibu - ibu) chat (hanging) is not clear in front of the house every day. If there are angry means the same as that experienced by my friend (let's call him Doi.hihihihi ...).

Doi he had actually boarding at work, because his father was often sick so your spouse in order again stayed the same parents.
Doi story, the first beginning her home area quiet, safe, quiet and peaceful. Understandably doi living in one housing in Bekasi (more precisely still in housing alamanda regency, anyone know? Block what yes, I forgot. Anyway deket his home there badminton court (badminton) new and before going into her house rich there are parks , lots of chili (Cabe- cabean) every night of the week that the courtship there because of the dark ...).
Next

Home spouse, the right and left are still empty (no home owner), who has been on leave only the new home front. Since the neighbors either side of existing occupants. Rather middling already crowded, finally doi scolds perfunctory greetings.

Doi month still comfortable staying at her parents' home. After a month passed doi increasingly agitated and angry. Ever time he did not leave home work permit. He said doi want to refresh the brain eliminates fatigue in mind due to work, but there doi even make angry. Morning - morning time doi want to flush the mango trees and plants his father's favorite, there was a mother - a mother busy again on hanging snugly sitting under the mango tree (his house) on chatting, she was unable to say doi want to water the plants a mango tree. Pas afternoon when they want to try to flush again, there are still sightings of the mother - the mother again at ngegosip (talking about others people). Finally fitting sunset, water the plants is accomplished mango trees and other plants.

Reoccur the next day as it is, whether it why and what there is. It was a mother - a mother to ngegosip (talking about others people) sit or hang out at the time the parents (father / mother) spouse again at work, whereas if the parents of the doi holidays, no mother - mother none who dared to huddle in front home.
There are events that most really miss doi word. There is one person's mother - a mother who gossip (talking about others people) under the mango tree (his house), perhaps because he was salivating or how so see mango fruiting at home doi. The return games taking mango has doi.

his father came home from work knowing doi fitting, fitting in check one by one in a plastic mango which lost one. Mr doi doi directly asked, before anyone asked for a mango, or you take the mango, there is live plastic wrote. Doi said no.

Doi immediate future father home again see that already bear fruit mango (With a waist style landslide winner in the 80-an..hehehe). There are mothers - mothers who pass will go off home, asked his father doi same. "Mom was there that took my mango". The mother replied: "I do not know sir".

Mother was straight into his house. Then there is the father - the father of the passers-by, said his father doi. Doi listen to chatter father while curious mango could be lost, no one picked up.
Said doi, doi father saying this to the fathers that was: "if you want to take the mango yes sir, said I used the same or similar was at home, must be given. There may be otherwise given the same neighbors. Finally, unexpectedly - thought, the right side of his neighbors (mother - a mother who had been in question and, out again towards his father doi) admit that taking mango .. wkwkwkwkwk.

Updated info, schedules mother - mother huddle in front of his house doi:
*) Morning at 7 to 8 hours (AM)
*) Afternoon 4 1/2 hour up to 5 hours (AM)

Doi core of the discussion is:
*) "Why did the mother - the mother if the huddle (or gossip or talk about others people) are not in front of his own house or in the house?"
*) "Why should be in front of people laughing (cekakakan)?"
*) "Why should be in front of my house, lu huddle?"
*) "Has been huddle front of my house, all taking my mango again?"
*) "Why not in front of your house each - each rotated, for ye facilities huddle?"

Doi last rant, which was the first time I heard came out of his words: "Satan was all mother - a mother, if you are in gossip (talking about others people) how, Ha ...?"

Doi Finally the patient (patient in the sense of not succumbing to stay at his parents again), however it is impossible to win if doi fighting the same mother - the mother (I think hehehehe ..). Mother - her mother was 5, his body definitely big - big, he just sendiri..mungkin certainly silenced his family. you certainly know his own Mother - Mother mouth pedes. What else if many (ngampar) accomplice, 1 flow anyway. Can - can make the mother organization..hehehehe

In my opinion the right solution to overcome the mother - the mother huddle there are 2 ways: throwing just the mother - the mother using a mobile phone, at least taken the same mobile phone mother - the mother for ngegosip (talking about others people) through BBM (front of the house so quiet) .. hihihihi If fondly throwing using a mobile phone, throwing just using High Heels let me use the same mother - her mother made ngegosip (talking about others people) in Mall..hahahaha

My Girlfriend or Parents..???

My Girlfriend or Parents..???

I can not talk anymore, even I can be silent, see her cry, when I say want to stay at grandma's house and work there. He said with a shout: "You're not kidding right?" I can only answer by "shaking his head..

Add him to cries he cry, while die continue to look at me then die said: "I do not want you to work, I want you to stay here. Now I want to go home, if you can not get me. I'll go home by myself now”.

Finally I took him home to ride motorcycle. I accidentally ride the bike slowly. Because I did not want to, when he got to his house, she was still crying looking at his parents. I bend-in my motor rearview mirror, let me see the face he is still crying or not in the lid of a handkerchief.

I thought, he did not stop crying, but already want to get to his house. I try to joke who knows silence.

I jokingly joked, holding his hand on the bike, then I said: "There is a handsome guy, ride his own motorcycle, see you continue, maybe like you..

At first no response I said so. I'm silent, it must be long angry I think. But for a long time he said emphatically: "Just realized if I was beautiful, seenin same guy..

I said: "Yes, keep going?".
She replied: "when was my house, from the past just behind your house"
I said: "hehehe..you still crying is not over, and you really know I just back and forth near my house from the moment, but your face bowed with a handkerchief?"
She replied: "I heard, there is still a bajaj voice, must still be in the garden near your house". I replied: "Yeah, now I let you go home"

The Meaning Of A True Friend

The Meaning Of A True Friend

Many I see and I hear the busy man's search for the real meaning of life. Even I was not much different from them. Never before has this self discovered the meaning of life that should be a fresh breeze blowing in every day. Sometimes, doubts very deep mixed with excessive curiosity. Thus resulting faltering an establishment for which I uphold. Establishment that still form a premise that still stands at the edge of uncertainty will be an answer.

Indeed, to follow a person's thinking that has become a form of bonding will be very difficult to achieve. It is an ideology someone will be very difficult to be accepted by the liver to another.

When the brain begins to process the logic. Logic which is the pride of a man who is too weak to live. In fact, a message will be very difficult to feel when the feeling started issuing its role in determining a reason. A feeling which is the tangible evidence of human weakness arrogant.

Have there been human, find the meaning of their lives for which they are looking for?Have they found the form of real life, for which they are looking for?

Perhaps we humans are too selfish to always look for the meaning of life and the life we ​​want. Perhaps for this human being too narrow-minded about a way of life.Have we look for the meaning of a human being, for life? andHave we thought, if life requires the presence of a human being like us?It is futile if we are busy searching for the meaning of life and real life when life itself does not require the presence of people like us.

I understand that life is just a series of continuous action. A series of stories that do not ever formulated or written significantly. A complex routines established by desires, hopes, and rebellion. I reflect on the personality of the people who do not ever think of a goal. They face a future that is calm without a hope that means. They behave as if life has had a definite scenario for each of them. They seem oblivious to guarantee the changes promised to them when they tried to find the meaning of a better life.

I do not ever see a glitter of life, which should be reflected in the looks on their faces. I do not find the quality of their lives. An ancient ideology and culture that is very opposed to the derivative of an inch of the knowledge I have. A minority insurgency that emerged from the small heart who always crave meaning weak soul journey.

Could the courage to be different is unwarranted? orIs it just an explosion does not mean that arise because of a hormone that is volatile?

Or perhaps a proof that only a small fraction of human solid and eager to find reality in order to prove that life scenarios which have been considered complex and complicated is a straight line that can flexibly be formed if we are willing and trying to change its shape in order to be able to speak a little smile.

May all seem very confusing, that might make me get lost and too far to walk. I am not afraid of this little brain power to process all this confusion over the meaning of this heart guided steering. My fear is not able to find the back of the back wall to shore up exhausted. I was afraid of the fact that man is really just a form of arrogant incompetence by nature excessive. But is not because we live godless ???????????

Sumber : Teman sejati (kamp. Irian 3)